Thursday, October 2, 2008

can't sleep, clowns will eat me

Well maybe not clowns... never really been afraid of clowns, however i do know some people who are. Phobias are interesting things... okay, enough trying to keep off topic.

I seriously am having some insomnia problems. I wish i could just do something in the time i'm awake besides stare at the ceiling or the backside of my eyelids. If i could harness the hours I lay awake trying to fall asleep i could invent something... or do art... or write... I would say read, but I totally hit the too much reading wall of doom... quite a while ago actually. To which i find interesting because just yesterday i bought another book to read. Just a collection of short stories to which i hoped could catch my eye, but i can't even break open the book yet. My brain is just overloaded. I haven't done this much lately, but whenever i find myself in front of the tv i totally just zone out. It's glorious... though it sucks cuz i totally lose track of what's going on and have to rewind the show to catch up (gotta love dvr) I even find myself getting lost in conversations. Not because i don't want to be in the conversation, but just because my brain is like "um... hello... do i ever get a break? come on" maybe i need to have a planned zone out weekend. just do nothing but zone. ahh.... it sounds wonderful.

1 comment:

Ascheb said...

Dude! Zonage... can't stand it... i dont get it... how does one zone. I sit i stare... I THINK! Hmmm maybe I should call those ppl, what do i need to shop for again, where IS that book i have been meaning to read, oh I have this fab idea for a gfx... maybe the object is not to zone but to ZONE IN on the right things... the things that bring peace... the things that bring sleep! hehe I love you and miss you