Wednesday, September 17, 2008

and so it begins

life's confusing. there are so many things to keep ones mind racing between two extremes. then the confusion branches out into a bazillion other places and just adds to more confusion.

sometimes i wish my brain would stop. there are only very few times i could say my mind isn't running a million miles an hour. i suppose this is just how i'm wired. a dear friend of mine said she loves how my brain is wired.... i however disagree right now. (she also told me i'd disagree right now, but eventually would realize why i was wired this way and embrace it)

i think if i could just have an outlet for all the things in my brain i think things would be different. but i can never seem to write out anything. i sit and try, and then distract myself from it or just have so much on my brain it shuts down any attempt to externally process. hopefully i'll be able to change that.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

dear friend... you won't have to do much to change it... Jesus will... love you

Ascheb said...

then use your photography =) ur amazing at that... ps this is Heather not Ashley